i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same out-of-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




Kee Yu aka Q`
Male
22+
09021984.
currently serving NS
wanna be successful
to be alone

my lifeas itis.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

SOOOooooooo..LOOOooooooonnnggggg !!!

Been damn long since i log into my blog..been beri lazy..been workin hard for extra cash..kinda sort of cash tis month..hmmm..1st i nd to send u guys a greetin..it may cum too late but its beta den nuthin write..well..a new begin of year with new wishes, goals, and aims..HaaappPpy NeeeEwwwW YeaAaaaRrrRrr !!! wondering at tis point of time y am i nt in bed..i cant get to slp..think quite alot of things recently..Friendship..Relationship..Work..Sort Of Cash Problem..Family Matters..i was thinkin..Why did couple married but yet still choose to divorce ??? What abt their kids ??? Do they noe that in tis world..kids r beri innocent ??? What hpp to them when their parents divorce n started to quarrel over small issue ??? haIzzZ..dun really understand why..i onli noe sumthin..whatever urs decision is..plzzZ realise tt kids themselves r really innocent party..Time check..525am..kinda slpy now..end my blog here..Gd Nitez..

still the same.| 1:10 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

What Meet A Critera Of A BoyFriend !!! ???

Today juz finish my nite shift..went hm slp den evenin time go meet my frens..Weichang & JieYing for Bowling Session..Bring My New Bowling Ball Along..Hmmmm..Nt Bad e results..Beta den e 1st time i use my new bowling ball to bowl..Join competition..around e corner le..Nxt Week 3rd Dec if i'm nt wrong..hmmm..hope i can plae well..Fingers quite pain..But tml still haf to go gymn..Tired..zzZ..Kinda feel like smokin tis time..The nite is so quiet..so lonely..den juz now acc JieYing wait for her bus..den chat abit..She ask mi..wad kind of gf i'm looking for ? well..my ans is simple..Caring..Understanding.. Able to cook delicious food for mi..hee hee..Be prepare to noe more abt mi in inner side of my heart..hmmm..Juz read my bro's blog..Kinda feel tt he owae nd his gf to b around..cuz he juz finish operatin his toe..i noe how he feel..lonely..nd his love one to acc him..But did he noe something ? even if gf does nt b by urside..u still can feel her presence..simply she's cares for u..by writin all tis thing is e blog sayin miss her n hope she will cum doesnt help..Juz make things more worse..Do U noe tt she will feel stress ? she did her beri best to acc u whenever she's free..As a bf of her..shouldnt u b more understandin n caring instead addin more salt in her open wound..well..i myself i noe i'm nt a gd bf either..so i doesnt haf e rite to say tis..But juz wana let my bro noe tis..IF only he's readin my blog..hmmm..anywae time to get some slp le..Tml goin gymn..sure beri tired de..Long bloggin..Anywae tk care guys..gd nitex..sweet dreams to all e ppl in tis world..chaos..

still the same.| 7:57 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Here Come Monday Blue ! ! !

Weekend cumin to an end le..Let mi update u wad actually hpp..Went to WM (WestMall ) with Jimmy..to buy box to store my ear stub & some accessories..den after tt..relax at Moss Burger dere..smoke n chit chat..dun b mistaken guys..my fren Jimmy dun smoke onli i smoke onli..After tt went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to meet one of my fren Christina..Chat w her quite alot..quite fun..although she's tired she still cum out n chat w mi..thx gal..den i saw Ah Chua..ex colleagues of mine..haa haa..i think he mistaken tt Christina is my gf if i'm nt wrong..but well..e ans is no..too bad..lolx..Saturday kinda nuth hpp..Rot at hm n do nuth..Borinnnnnnnnnnnnnggggg..

Friday

Went to PS ( Plaza Singapura ) with Andrew, Kenneth & Peng Soon to catch a movie untitled.." The Battle Of The Wits " staring Andy Lau..haa haa..In tis movie his role was usin his defensive tactics to defend against Zhaos Guo..Pretty nice to watch..Rated 4 **** out of 5 ***** by mi..hmmm..den we watch until 12plus.. no train to tk we took bus to clementi den ask my dad to send us hm..My Dad gif mi a lecture..tellin mi off nxt time dun stay out too late..u noe takin cab at midnite is double charge..i say i noe..hmmm..anywae thx dad..lolx..

still the same.| 7:42 AM

Monday, November 20, 2006

Training Begin ! ! !

Today after work went to gymn..train my upper body..Ben is e one whu train mi..neber gif up on mi..so i told myself i will nt gif up too..hmmm..beri tired..been rainin since noon time..i train until beri pain..cuz 2weeks like tt neber go gymn le..hee hee..den todae went..muscle ahces all over..so pain..type till beri xin ku oso..lolx..reach hm abt 10plus..felt aslp in train n i almost miss my stop..den one of my fren wana intro her fren to mi..haa haa..den i msg tt gal..kinda finally name..haa haa..but well..she oso say my name beri funny too..lolx..juz log into friendster acc..c her foto..nt bad..but she's older den mi..lolx.. =X hmmm..kinda feelin slpy now le..weather so cold so nice to slp..well..i think i update till here..zzZ..nd to go slp le..tml 8 nd to report to HQ..boring ~ good nitex guys..zzZ..

still the same.| 7:07 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Sleep The Whole Day In Work ! ! !

Yest went out with Andrew,Kokyi & Dennis..We went to Plaza Singapura den went to Orchard to haf Starbuck Coffee..Half way through Dennis went off..cuz his Uncle invite him n his family for dinner..I order a Peppermint Mocha..It's nice..Go & Try IT ! ! ! Went to find Ah Kok gf..den after tt we stop by at a roadside to listen to a band namin..Latin American playin a song Untitle " Right Here Waiting " The instrument they use to plae is pleasant to ur ears..Its sound so nice..After tt meet Andrew's Bro den went to haf dinner after tt headed hm..Slp at 3plus in e mornin..damn shag..early mornin 5plus force myself to go work..zzZ..but lucky..today slp whole dae..beri shiok.. =X haa haa..well..tt's abt all..tml goin refresher..sian..zzZ..c u guys soon..

still the same.| 5:59 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

Bad Service ! ! !

Today went dinner at Sakae Sushi at WestMall together with Andrew & Peng Soon..The service dere really sux lohz..make us wait till so long..so hungry u noe..a quote say " A Hungry Man Is An Angry Man " arghz..We place our order..but waited for more den 10min like tt ..Although e manager did apologise but wad's e use..Drinks oso neber refill for us..haiz..eat till so angry lohz..neber eat much den we left le..den went to Kaya Roti dere sit n chit chat n smoke..zzZ..chat abt Ah Kok relationship..haiz..small things oso quarrel..actually things can be reslove beri easily de..as long as 2 of u all gif n tk n dun b too stubborn can le..listen to each others comments..den think abt it..whu's rite..whu's wrong..tml goin out w them..but mayb ltr meet my colleagues dere all acc mi go buy clothes..no $$$..haiz..every time is $$$ nt enuff..sign off frm here le..tata..

still the same.| 8:06 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Just No Luck ! ! !

Haiz..it was e 3rd time i fail my BTT..feelin beri miserable..haiz..why cant i juz simply pass..why cant i juz b like other ppl tk 1 time pass le..haiz..want to tk e 4th time..but scare..really no confidence at all..haiz..beri no morale at all sia..haiz..look like i had no luck for my BTT ba..sian..somemore..recently juz kana caught w my hair long..damn..damn piss off lohz..tmd ! knn ! den yest da jie help mi trim abit of my hair behind..sian..now zoo outing i guess its gonna b gone once again..1 of my colleague due to financial problem..she's unable to join us..sad..y so much thing juz hpp on mi..sian lohz..den gt 1 of my bro recently his gf juz gt some problem..well..both of them had abit of arguement..i told him..in relationship..give & take play a part in e relationship..no matter wad hpp..u gonna prove urself n ur gf tt is nt wrong to haf a young gf..doesnt haf to bother ur frens or bros how they look at it..juz tell urself..ur love toward her will neber change n it will remain e same..gif her more trust..gif her more confidence..trust urself n haf faith in her..dun owae say u r tired or wad..den for wad go into relationship ? rite ? i hope e person i mention is readin tis..hope it would make some sense to him..if nt i oso waste my time typin all tis le..well..i hope nxt cumin BTT can pass..gonna gif up but still hangin around.. haiz.. -__________-"

still the same.| 5:14 AM

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· September 2006
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· January 2007

key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same out-of-tune key.
that everybody thought of me.